It was just a thought.

Looking through my Facebook and MySpace friends, I can name 4 that should be in jail for either raping me or sexually assaulting me. Four. It makes me wonder how many other people I'm "friends" with should be in jail for doing that to other girls. Other people don't know about what these guys have done to me. I get so pissed off when I see people talking to them and commenting on things they say. It makes me so angry that these guys are getting away with what they have done to me. And, not only are they getting away with it, but they remain to be well-liked people. I know that it's my fault that they're getting away with it. I should have told someone about what was happening. I didn't and now they're going on living consequence-free lives. All because of me. I wish I would have told someone. I wish these guys would have to pay for what they've done to me. Maybe if other people knew, they wouldn't be so quick to judge me. I think I am a good person. I try to be. I know that in many areas, I'm far from good. But, I really do strive to be a good person. The mistakes I have made, I try to learn from and use them to better myself. I wish people would see that. I wish people could look beyond the surface and start to see me for who I really am and not a superficial, slutty bitch. I just wish people knew. It's my own fault that they don't.