It was just a thought.

When will it stop hurting so much? When am I going to smile again? Smiling seems so impossible right now, I can't even imagine laughing. When will I stop crying? When will my heart stop aching? When will I find a safe memory? I just need one. But every memory is just, tainted. I have nothing safe to think about. I just wish I could stop thinking. If you can't think, you can't hurt. And if you can't hurt, you can't cry. And I don't want to cry anymore. I just want to stop hurting. When will it stop hurting so much?