It was just a thought.

I've finally found one safe dream. It's pathetic when your safe dream is a nightmare. Everytime I wake up in the middle of the night and I'm thinking about him, I just shut my eyes and I think about this nightmare I had not too long ago. In the nightmare, actor Chris Elliott is raping me and I'm screaming, trying to get someone to help me, but no one is around. Nobody hears. Because I'm all alone with him. He rapes me over and over again. And that's what I think about instead of Gavin. That's what puts me to sleep. That's what I've been dreaming about. I'm so sad.