It was just a thought.

Everything has been going a lot better. Maybe it's because I haven't had time to think about anything. Whatever the cause, I like it. I don't know. It's pretty good. I think. I don't know. Gavin and I have been...better. I still just don't really feel the love I used to feel. You know? He just doesn't seem to love me like he did. Maybe it's his depression. Or maybe it's me. I don't know. But I wish I felt the love from him that I used to feel. I just want to feel loved by someone. I feel so stuck here with nobody to love and care about me. My whole family is in Pennsylvania. Andy and my brothers are moving there by Thanksgiving. Then what? I'm going to be all alone. I'm scared.